yep...again i am starving for attention without much energy to give any in return. ...(so i'm beating myself up in the same moment for being a bit narsassistic).
Anyway...i'm really depressed and lonely and needing a boy to pay attention to me. i keep checking my e-mails a 100 times over and just keep getting myself more and more depressed when none have written or replied back.
unwanted, unlovable....how could i NOT be in so much need of some positive attention when i'm feeling like this?
