Hi Friends!
56 Days or 2 Months for me today! It seems like just a few days ago that I was thanking you all for my first month! Once again I'd like to take this opportunity to thank all of you for following me and keeping me motivated and focused. I wouldn't be able to do this without all the moral support and advice I've been getting on here.
Thanks everybody! 
My weekend went ok in the end. Friday started really bad. On Thursday night I was being kept awake untill 2.30 as my neighbours were f*****g and I can hear EVERYTHING though the walls. I was very anxious thursday night too and I was considering taking a benzo, but my friend Calfritch reminded me that I don't need to depend on medications to make me feel ok, so I threw the last benzo's I had down the toilet. I'd been keeping them "just in case" for the past few months but it's been a good couple of months since I last took any. (In fact, today I was estimating that in the past 3 or 4 years, while I was abusing benzo's, I must have consumed a good 15,000 pills. Not that I'm boasting about it)
On Friday morning I was awaken at 6.30am by my neighbours doing it again (I guess it's better being addicted to sex rather then to alcohol or drugs
Still it's not very nice living in a condo with pigs). It's really annoying. In fact I first started abusing benzo's because my neighbours sexual activaty was keeping me awake for 3 or 4 days and nights at a time. I then started drinking at home too just to make sure I'd get a good nights sleep.
So anyway, on friday mornin i got up and went out at 6.30 just for the desperation. I didn't get far though because my car refused to start.
Friday night I hung out with some friends and on Saturday night I went to a club. It was ok. I havn't been tempted at all to drink.
On Sunday I went out for a meal with some friends and everything went well.
I'm feeling well. Maybe a bit lazy, but I'm feeling ok. I'm taking Viatmine B12 for my finger which was still a bit numb after I broke it on my last inebriation two months ago. I'm sleeping well, but maybe even too much (10 to 12 hours a night) and I'm also eating allot (too much) now too. I can't stop smoking though, but other then this everything's going well. Still no job though.