[dopelesshope]

I have been learning not to 'punish' myself with bad feelings. I have some customers pissed at me and lately, my attitude has been
"your really angry at yourself for hiring me and now your just directing your anger towards me but I ain't accepting it. It's yours, not mine. Have a nice day"

As stupid and as bad for business this may be, I have been sleeping better. Basically, I have been paying more attention to my thoughts and how they affect my feelings. In the past, what people said to me or thought of me would bother me because I would think about it. I am know spending more time thinking about the things that make me feel good.

anyways -
good luck

Dopeless