[Bozo]

After one of the most unpleasant work days covering the last 15 years, I guess I have had enough.

A friend and I did some work today for a local restaurant. I work for a beverage company. We had a two hour window to complete what I knew would be at least 4 hours worth of work.

Well at 11 o'clock when we were not done, the owner of the restaurant berated and harangued and belittled both of us for two straight hours. He kept interfering with what we were trying to do, I mean it was just awful to try to work under that pressure and that kind of humiliation and still try to be professional about the whole thing and not explode.

We have no backup where we work either, neither one of our supervisors would have come to bat for us, so basically we are all alone out in the work world with no moral support.

I was so disoriented and emotionally unbalanced the rest of the day that I almost became nauseous over it.

That is when I realized I need to get back to meetings. If not for recovery, then for the people that go to the meetings. The ones that are working on themselves and try to lead a life of service to other people.

Yes I finally have opened my eyes to the fact that I need to be surrounded with some positive people, to help balance out the negativity in this crazy world. I am just happy I have not had to drink over any of this.

And it will be good again to hook up with my HP. Tomorrow night at 6 is the Wednesday nights mens meeting. I will update. Thank you for letting me vent and share about a most unpleasant situation that I have dealt with in a long time.

I am glad though I did not have an angry outburst, because nothing good really becomes out of that situation. Mike