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still_me · 11-13-2007, 01:43 AM

well i went to the shrink today BUT my appt. was at 4 and by 4:50 she still had not come out to get me, no one had come to say there was an emergency or anything. By that time I was so agitated I stormed out. I am out of control. I drove to a place and drank so much I had to have someone come get me. Then I'm sure I was a mess cause I remember her and her husband picking me up out of the front yard. Now I can NEVER go back to their house. These are people I really do love and have cherished even though they don't know all about me. Now I can never go back or face them again. she wanted to take me to the hospital but I said no. I don't figure they'll admit you for being insane if you're drunk. It is now almost 1am and I left their home while they slept. Now that is just one less avenue I have in my life.

I'm tired. I REALLY wanted the help today and they **** on me. It was so hard for me to make that appt. and go on to see the shrink and then they didn't even bother with me. Just left me there to rot.

I don't know what to do anymore. I have tried but it's not going to work.

thank you all for letting me talk here. At least I had that. Now I don't know what to do or where to go.

11-13-2007, 01:43 AM	#5 (permalink)
still_me Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: US Posts: 81	well i went to the shrink today BUT my appt. was at 4 and by 4:50 she still had not come out to get me, no one had come to say there was an emergency or anything. By that time I was so agitated I stormed out. I am out of control. I drove to a place and drank so much I had to have someone come get me. Then I'm sure I was a mess cause I remember her and her husband picking me up out of the front yard. Now I can NEVER go back to their house. These are people I really do love and have cherished even though they don't know all about me. Now I can never go back or face them again. she wanted to take me to the hospital but I said no. I don't figure they'll admit you for being insane if you're drunk. It is now almost 1am and I left their home while they slept. Now that is just one less avenue I have in my life. I'm tired. I REALLY wanted the help today and they **** on me. It was so hard for me to make that appt. and go on to see the shrink and then they didn't even bother with me. Just left me there to rot. I don't know what to do anymore. I have tried but it's not going to work. thank you all for letting me talk here. At least I had that. Now I don't know what to do or where to go.