[ThruGodsGrace]

When i was young i always felt lost and alone,
had a problem making friends so i isolated at home,
i was good in school but that wasn't enough't,
i didnt fit in any crowd so i put up a front,
i started cutting school pretty soon i was doing drugs,
all i ever wanted was attention and love,
i acted out in hurtful ways because that was all i knew,
i had a good family but that was what i decided to chosse,
i started getting into heavy drugs like meth,
my disease dropped me to my knees coming close to death,
after so many years of living a lie,
finally i got sick and tired of being sick and tired this time,
theres no need to say what ive done and all the **** i went thru,
because today i know if i do or not mentally and spritually i am still bruised,
i walked into the rooms of Narcotics Anonymous thinking i was a bad person trying to be a good person,
only to find out ive been sick trying to get well this whole time ive been searching,
i always tried to make myself happy with drugs,sex,and money,
but the only way i can be happy is by working on who i am from the inside out in this journey,
today i am clean and in recovery,
the key to feeling confortable in your own skin is self discovery.