Thanks Ksos. I have to call the guy back at 5pm....and am waiting eagerly to open that car door and then walk into a meeting. I have to take my kids,, so I feel like I am a bother..but I would rather be alive and annoying than dead...and gone from my kids forever. I am very nervous at the moment. I have alot of trouble leaving the house anyways..have spent months before secluded and alone..but the thing I am finally getting no matter what I am feeling, or how bad..I do have a choice...only I can make that choice and follow through.....and if I want it bad enough I have to go get it, so that's what I am going to do.
(((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))
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Many Hugs and Hope too,
Tammie
"Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~
"Things do not change, WE change."
~Henry David Thoreau~
