[hippyhippy]

I got admitted and stayed all of three hours! I had a massive panic attack about being away from my kids and decided I needed to go home. Doctors tried to persuade me to stay and my own doc said he thought I just wanted to go home to commit suicide.
I eventually managed to convince them that wasn't my intention and they let me come home. I do however have the home care team coming in every day to observe me.
Apparently they reckon I am rapid cycling, extremely rapidly. They had wanted me in hospital to keep me safe and to observe my fluctuations.
I am thinking of telling them that if I feel no better by monday, I will go in, and stay this time. Even now, I am wishing I had stayed, but I hated it so much. I have been given other meds to help me in the meantime.
Hippy