Thanks for the help, I am still in shock and when I look at him I cant believe it, sometimes I think this is a dream and when he tells me that he does not want to do it again, I believe it but then when I am alone I just cry because I picture him doing it again.
I love him with all my heart and I cant picture my life with out him. He is so nice and loving that it makes it harder to believe it. I know that if he has done it twice in 9 weeks, he will probably do it again (I really hope not). He is only 28 years old I am so desperated to help him I dont know what else to do. We have talked a lot for the past 2 days. It gives me hope :0(
Thanks again (it is hard because I have never done any drugs I did not think he would)
Ruth