good going, heather!
i know for the longest time after my break up, i felt like no one would ever love me again. i felt like a big old pile of crap, and i started to think i looked like one too. lately, i'm being noticed and told how beautiful i am and how much people want to spend time with me, and it feels GOOD. it reminds me that i'm not as bad as i thought i was. sometimes you need help from others to get there.