Hi all!
I'm not going to say i'm cured by any means but this weekend was unexpectedly better than any other one yet! Nothing really became of it but i ran into someone i knew a few years ago and played in softball tournaments with. We were all out for a Halloween party at a local pub type place and he was there. I'm not going to lie, i had a big crush on him then!! Not sure his status anymore as that never came up in conversation but found out he moved near my work. Then we were leaving and so you know that awkward "gotta go" because i wasn't driving BUT i did tell tell him we would be back there next week on Wednesday and got a hug (God i sound like i'm 15 again) sorry!!!!
It was a nice feeling to be noticed when it never happens to me! My brother actually said he was looking for me when i went to the bathroom lol!!!!!
Like i said, if nothing else, at least i know i won't actually die of a broken heart from my exabf. As much as i hoped things with him worked out differently i have to move on. I'm not looking to get into another relationship but know it could happen someday
Tomorrow could be different, but i'm riding this cloud out as long as i can......