| I need help
I think I need to be in a hospital right now. Right this minute I'm trying so hard to not fly apart. I have that paniced feeling inside my chest. Later I'll be in tears and later I'll be angry and say things to people i don't mean. I hate me and I hate life right now. I'm not seeing a way out of this. I am trying so hard to not let anyone know how bad it is but I"m feeling out of it and not myself. I have not job right now and no way to take care of myself. I really do hate me. I mean I hate me so much I can hardly stand it right now.
things just aren't nice right now.
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