Jenna
You're headed in the right direction. I'm so sorry you're in so much pain right now but I have faith that it will get better. The fact that you are so aware of your moods, I think really helps tremendously. I've learned so much from you here on SR because you've armed yourself with knowledge to help yourself get better. Some people don't or can't do that.
Please keep us posted and take care of YOU.
Love PD