| Ocd
Hey all-
This is just a venting post I suppose.
Today I feel so annoyed at my OCD- that it controls me and that I feel so defective because of it. I hate it.
It's not something that is easily explained to others. I don't want to sit on the pity pot all day and feel sorry for myself but sometimes it's so overwhelming.
The obsessive thoughts, the rituals, the compulsions. My magical thinking has been bad lately. I just started another medication but today I'm just feel down in the dumps that this is even occuring at all.
Thanks for listening.
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Heather
"You do not need to be loved, not at the cost of yourself. The single relationship that is truly central and crucial in a life is the relationship to the self. Of all the people you will know in a lifetime, you are the only one you will never lose."
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