[mendingheart]

Much better thank you. I am grateful today, I spoke w my exabf, he called yesterday and it had been a long time. Same stories different day. He brings me down, and makes me thankful that I am far away. He has continued his sub program, however stopped the anti's. He just quits when things are good for whatever reason.
It makes me crazy, his self destruction.
I am working hard, and loving my move. Making new friends, and wishing I would have done this long age. It is soooooo me.
Hang in there rusty........the alky thing, well you know, one day at a time. Sometimes just one hour, one minute, or one second. It will pass.
Glad to hear from you, and thanks for the message!