[shutterbug]

yoga sounds good on paper...but i guess not good enough for me to do it.

i know that 80-90 percent of happiness is how we choose to see things, which goes along with what you are saying.

it's just with me....i try so damn hard to be positive and have removed as many negative things from my life...and i try to have fun and laugh as often as i can and i do it a lot at work...

but....sometimes it just seems that the harder i try to be happy....the more crap gets thrown at me.

for example: i've had 3 flats in a week and a half, been locked out of my house or car more times than i can count this year...the last one being just a few weeks ago..and hit 2 giant pot holes with my car this year so bad that it blew out the tire both times and bent the rims too bad to bend back. i know everyone has these kind of things happen....but add that i've got some kind of major back injury going on and that i can't even unload the crap that's been in my car for 2 weeks now and can barely walk....on top of the depression and being broke most days....fat, no boyfriend in years, no real friends and family could care less....

well....when depression hits on top of all that....it's damn near impossible for me to stay positive about anything.