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sociopath is somewhat antiquated; the more appropriate term would be Antisocial Personality Disorder. i dont think you have characteristics of borderline PD because you lack the emotional dysregualtion that is so prominent.
people with APD arent necessarily sociopaths full of rage. only a fraction of them torture animals, or start fires, or wet their beds (the common constellation exhibited by serial killers when theyre young). the rest lead 'normal' lives.
im not at all surprised about the things you have done. it all speaks of APD. if you go to a psychologist, be honest. we learn these disorders all the time, so don't worry about condemnation or disapproval.
keep posting.
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