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Old 10-05-2007, 12:13 AM   #6 (permalink)
shutterbug
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if all that is true...i commend you, but obviously none of us will know.

Sociopath is the first thing that came to mind, not everyone fits current descriptions of medical disorders like puzzle peices. Humans are not so simple to define. Perhaps at 22 you've yet to experience some of the other symptoms? Or perhaps you just don't want to admit to the other symptoms?

Regardless, you are intelligent enough to know that these things are wrong and are VERY harming. How can you be proud of achieving children being left by their mother??? How can you be proud of taking advantage of someone who can't see what you are doing to them and yet all they want is to be loved and truely cared about.

Use your intellegence for good, not evil. It's your choice, but i don't think you really care...just as long as you are entertained. With a brain like you've described...if you really want help you should have no problem reading and figuring out what's behind all these cruel things you say you do without even batting an eyelash.

I started to suggest finding a therapist, but you'd be hard pressed to find one you couldn't manipulate....so I don't think it would do you any good. So if you really do want to become a good person....then first become your own therapist and start educating yourself on why those kind of actions and thoughts are wrong.

"knowledge is power" and "with knowledge comes great responsiblity" ....so you have to make the choice of if you really want to use that power and knowledge for good or not. I can't even begin to imagine what wonderously miraculous things you could do if you shifted your focus toward the betterment of those around you rather than your own amusement. Find something that interests you...something constructive and truely good for mankind...and submerse yourself in it.

sounds like your brain is starving for action....and you've just been taking the easy route and playing chess with people's lives....real lives that you care nothing about.

I feel sorry for you, but more sorry for your victims.

But...i'm sure you already know i or someone else would say most of this so i'm wasting my time. I'm not sure I even understand why you would post this -- other than maybe messing that with the minds of people serious about helping themselves be better people....is something new for you to toy around with?

best wishes,
Jenna
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