[Jerzy007]

I've been clean and sober for about 4 months now and I'm enjoying the simplicity of life however, I'm struggling with following conversations and interacting with other people due to an overhaul of thoughts while people are speaking. Then when they'll ask me a question or why im smiling (i seem to smile alot when peops are talking to me even though I'm not following a damn work their saying..lmao)..i smoked alot of pcp in the past, I will freeze or say something like "very cool." Anyone out there with any ideas at wtf may be wrong with my brain?? Im gonna get prof help once I obtain benefits and for now im just really grateful to be clean, so it doesnt upset me too much but my life will be b etter once I take care of this malfun=ction.