ccgirl, you know not alot of people responded to this thread, a few read it, but didn't respond.
maybe people don't won't to talk about death and autopsy reports...(and by no means am i looking for people to respond to it out of sympathy for me) but it's reality and the one that's died doesn't have to deal with all the **** that they leave behind.....it's our loved ones. sometimes, that's all that keeps me going....it's not my fear of my death.....it's the thought of what pain i would cause others.