[DaVinci2]

It's says to forgive others. Some people in my life have committed acts that have, in my eyes, permanently changed the way I see them. I understand that we must forgive others, but what if when I see this person I can't? What if I don't have the power in me to reach out my hand and say "All is forgiven." because the act the person committed itself is not as simple as those 3 words. Is asking God to help me find the power to forgive the next step? I do this every night. But I wake up most mornings without this ability. I will continue to pray and hope that I can be a better person and forgive.

I'm not familiar with the steps of AA. I am a sufferer of anxiety and panic disorder. I have most of it under control, but I dislike the fact I am on medicine to lead a normal life. I would very much like to be off all medicine so that I can be healthy and be of more use to my family and friends. I have found re-newed faith in the Bible, and have had many questions answered by BEST (Odd ones most of the time). I thought I would ask this one in the open forum.