| In need of a Church - Problem
I'm a 'new' Christian. I've been more and more of a Christian over the course of the year. The way it came about was quite amazing, but I'd like to save that story for some other time. I do have a problem with sleep meds, and anxiety etc. Depression has slowly been going down. Many issues, too many to count here.
The question I ask everyone here is "How did you find your denomination of church?" Was it because you grew up with it in your family, or because the ideas of one denomination were more what you felt in your heart?
I ask because of this. I go to Church, the only one that is Christian near my home. They are of the Four Squares Church. They are nice people, and my friend is a pastor there. He, I can talk to more openly. He is more liberal when it comes to certain parts that he's 'suppose' to believe. However, when I talk and try to get information from the other pastor, I get "This is right, this is wrong." And it's like a debate. I explain "I can't change my mind on this topic just because I'm told to. My heart tells me differently."
Anyways, I've been trying to find a church that most follows what I believe to be true from what I know now. I pray to God that he guides me. I pray that I can find a Church that I feel so at peace in that I can't wait to attend Church. So what do I do? How did you do it?
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Currently, before bed I take
Fluvoxamine (Luvox) 7mg
Alprazolam (Xanax) 1.6mg
Amoban (Generic name - Zopiclone) 15mg
Lorazepam 1mg
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