Jehnifer,
Welcome and good luck to you and you family,
I wish that I knew about SR when my AD or AS was 16 years old..... that old saying.... if I knew then, what I know now..... For me, I would have started "recovery" sooo much sooner.
Post often and listen... there are wise ones here....
Where I live (a suburb of Chicago) there is a huge sign on one of the major roadways about 25 miles from downtown Chicago, advertising an office complex for rent .... If you worked here, you would be home by now..... sounds silly, but I wish that all of my family was "home" now...
I guess I am just having some of the "coulda, woulda, shoulda"s" ...
Take Care,
Colleen