I went insamity too
I guess it's a combination of insane and insomia.
That's crazy Sharon. i guess i'm powerless.
I actaully never got hurt,hurt until i got sober.lol
well my ex-wife had me on the hood for about 3 miles
then slam on the breaks, then punch it.lol
For a while there i consider going to hollywood to be a stuntman.lol
I think she was doing more than 35, it really, really scared the crap
out of me when i was on the L88 hood scop.lol
She didn't come home after 90days with the baby like i told her too.
I was so t-off at her, So i showed her.lol
I got a living gf to drive the sports car wearing a mini skirt to drop
off the check. Then the live in GF told me I should divorce my wife
and marry her instead...lmao
The only problem was, i was having dinner with her best freind
and her sister too.
But the entire time i was crying for my wife and all these other women
wanted to fix me.
i really, really needed to get wacked out of my mind.
Which i did. I got so frenken drunk night and night
and all of my suprevisor and friends would cover for me.
I went to work and lock the office door day after day
for almost a year and just slept most of the time.
I was having marrital problems.lol
That was not the high light of my drinking career. It went on
for several more years. I was even offer treament at that piont
but deem it was just a behavior adjustment or decipline problem.
and hell NO..I was not an alcoholic.
I didn't really struggle with step #1
It was the rest of the steps that had me saying
"the 12 steps is not for me"
"the 12 steps is not for me"
