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not crazy Don. not crazy at all....just new. this is new to you. For SO many years you have kept these things safe and hidden from the world and i'm guessing yourself even. It must feel like being naked in public.
Anytime anyone has shared something difficult for them...no matter what it was...i only thought respect for them. Strength and courage. And i felt honored they felt safe opening up to me.
Don, i pray some day you will be able to forgive yourself totally and completely for doing what you had to do so many years ago. All of us can tell you that you are not crazy or a bad person or anything, but until you can forgive yourself....none of it will ever matter.
And the more you can talk about your feelings and past issues....the less power they will have over you. That i can promise. They have held you captive for too many years. In letting them free by sharing...you will let yourself free in the process.
(((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))
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