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yes,
thank you for the reply's and yes, point well taken about the 5th
step download. i do agree with not dumping. like last night i felt
like i was being honest, shared that i'm working on the honesty thing, shared what i was like when i was drinking considering honesty and what i'm doing about feeling's; like i notice how much when thing's hurt my feeling's, i turn it into anger, so that
the root cause is blurred out of focus with the "john wanye syndrom". what i've picked up while growing up is anger is acceptable for men but tear's are for the weak, i know this is dishonest for myself, but find it tuff to follow through, out of habit and fear.
i'm want to say that i don't spill anything with detail to specific
event's but thing's like "i am really concerned what other's think of me".
i heard someone say pain mean's growth. i don't know,
it all might be simple but it's not easy.
i noticed in the beginning of this reply i really wanted to explain it
so you didn't think i was dumping, i realize again how much i want to look good in your eye's thank's for showing me how i can be and what i get to work on.
i can't control other's perception's but i can do the footwork on my
own.
thank's for 12 stepping me.
JACK B.
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