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They tell me to share and when I do I worry about crazy things. I feel I might have been stupid or small for sharing. Many times I have to keep watching for an answer. Are they going to hate me, ridicule me for sharing things about me? I shared a bunch of feeling with family members about my combat experence. Facts I always hid or buried with alcohol. Now I'm worried that they and even you might hate me for killing people. I watch news show talk about people killing others. I've even joined others confirming I could never bring myself to kill someone. The truth is I was able to do it. Do any of you share, even with counselors, and then afterward wish you never told them? Or, is this just me crazy Don.
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