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GailJ · 08-31-2007, 03:46 PM

A really terrible week and have to reach out for help. Hubby abandoned me again last Sat an when he see's me is screamin and loading the stress on. Even with anxiety meds too much too handle. His bud stole my seroquels, now certain of this and lied to hubs about it. Had to taxi in to get more today. Gettin into the beers too, just want to wash my brain into stupidness for one day. Cryed for the first time in months and hate that I have fallen into the War of the Roses. Just can't leave with nothing again. I have given all into this home and relatonship. To leave means I have nothing. He has left and P-doc hs advised me to change all locks today. I can't do it. Tommorrow will. I hate this, I don't understand why love can't conquer all and I am agaqin alone. He wants me to give up and I am too stubborn to. Sorry just venting and am tranked up and onto third beer. Just need to get it out. Truthfully and honestly to anyone here. I have just had it. It's too much.

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GailJ Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Ontario Posts: 718	Sober just not an option and screaming for help A really terrible week and have to reach out for help. Hubby abandoned me again last Sat an when he see's me is screamin and loading the stress on. Even with anxiety meds too much too handle. His bud stole my seroquels, now certain of this and lied to hubs about it. Had to taxi in to get more today. Gettin into the beers too, just want to wash my brain into stupidness for one day. Cryed for the first time in months and hate that I have fallen into the War of the Roses. Just can't leave with nothing again. I have given all into this home and relatonship. To leave means I have nothing. He has left and P-doc hs advised me to change all locks today. I can't do it. Tommorrow will. I hate this, I don't understand why love can't conquer all and I am agaqin alone. He wants me to give up and I am too stubborn to. Sorry just venting and am tranked up and onto third beer. Just need to get it out. Truthfully and honestly to anyone here. I have just had it. It's too much.