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so i'm a little calmer now as i've responded in a couple other threads and putting myself in that frame of mind always helps me be gentler in my own head.

i'm still feeling hurt and very stressed and very, very much afraid what is to happen to me due to going to work everyday in this now toxic envirnment. It's as bad on my health as if i just up and stopped taking all my meds and stopped all my wellness things in my life.

Yes....i'm struggling enough these past few months....that i will surely end up in the hospital if nothing changes with her.

i think i'm just going to have to tell boss....one boss is enough. i'm being over-worked b/c of having too many bosses giving me orders from all directions and we need to figure something out.