|
Alone, *hugs* Sweetie, I am 5'6 & have weighed what you do. I , too thought I was still fat. I have seen pictures of myself at that weight, face sunken in, bones protruding through my clothing....
Anorexia is a disease. There is no ultimate goal weight. Your mirror lies to you. I hate to be blunt but the truth is I have seen friends die from this. I have watched them starve to death all along thinking they just needed to lose 5 more pounds.
I know it is sort of hypocritical of me to tell you this stuff. But it is easier to look at someone else & recognize illness.
Sorry for rambling. I just hate to see anyone where you are right now.
__________________
If you look at your reflection, is it all you want to be? What if you could gaze right through the cracks? Would you find yourself afraid to see?
~NIN~
|