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Originally Posted by aloneandinsane  i dont see the "frail skin and bones" little girl that they see when i look in the mirror. i feel fat, like i have chunk in all the wrong spots. i weigh 120 and i am 5'9. i want to lose qabout 10-15 more pounds but it is so hard since i quit doing meth i have actually gained 7 pounds, that is why i havent eaten anythin in 3 almost 4 days now and i wont until i lose 5 and then i can eat a little and then quit again and so on until i feel better, right?? oh..what is wrong with me????? |
I did meth for the same reason, until I was ready to commit suicide. I will probably never see what other people see. Have you gone to therapy for your anorexia? I'm sure you know it's about more than weight. If you haven't been there yet, there's a really good site you may want to check out,
www.somethingfishy.org
Glad to see you here. PM me anytime..
DWI