[aloneandinsane]

i dont see the "frail skin and bones" little girl that they see when i look in the mirror. i feel fat, like i have chunk in all the wrong spots. i weigh 120 and i am 5'9. i want to lose qabout 10-15 more pounds but it is so hard since i quit doing meth i have actually gained 7 pounds, that is why i havent eaten anythin in 3 almost 4 days now and i wont until i lose 5 and then i can eat a little and then quit again and so on until i feel better, right?? oh..what is wrong with me?????