Thanks nandm, I scored a 50. Good grief, I do need to see a pdoc Shutterbug!
Wow, what a lot of info.
I truly appreciate the eye opening from you all.
I have tried Welbutrin, and get so anxiety prone that I can not live with myself.
I also have been taking ativan for sleep every night for 6 years. Then, I only take a half a pill.
It totally changed my life for the better. I can sleep which in turn makes me able to work during the day without crashing due to no sleep!
I took it with the Welbutrin and still had the same horrid experiences. The Ativan didn't even touch the anxiety. If I am addicted, well, at least I get to sleep at night and sleep well all night and feel rested when I wake up. I don't take more than one half a pill per day. I can understand where you're coming from Shutterbug though.