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I went out and it took me 7 years to get back. Somwone said lets have some beers, and I wsas off and running. For awhile I sorta controlled my drinking, and I thought since I was sober for a couple off years I was "better". Progressively I drink more often, and larger amounts. I knew I had to do something. At this point I am back in AA, and working the steps. I still cosider my self just one drink away from that other life. The whole time I was drinking I thought I was in control. I could stop any time I wanted. It is a cunning and baffling disease. It will tell you anything to get you to take that first drink.
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John,
It works if you work it
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