[kj0975]

If you go to the substance abuse forum you will see alot of people struggle there with ultram. The online pharmacies can still sell this drug because its not in the same class as other opiates I'm not sure if its a controled substance or not. It should be cause its just as addicting as all the other ones.

I did buy this online once because I couldnt get any other pills and I used it to detox off the other pills. I didnt notice a high and I could just stop them. Then again my Drug of Choice was lortab so they didnt do what I liked the pills to do. The problem with the ultram is that you really have to watch how many you take cause over a certain amount can be a real danger to your life as you have seen. I hope your husband gets the help he needs to really stay clean for the rest of his life. I do understand how hard it is though. The cravings are so hard to get rid of and your mind tells you, you can control the pills. Just remember as much as you hate the pills I'm sure your husband hates them just as much but the withdrawls are so hard to get through when you know one pill will make them stop.