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I've rarely made such requests in my life, but if any of you pray and/or know of any prayer groups or lists....please add me among those prayers.

In addition to struggling the depression and fatigue again...

1. i've thrown out my back so bad i'm missing work and can't afford to go to the doctor,
2. my 100% coverage for my insuance hasn't kicked in b/c my therapist can't seem to do her part to turn in all the money i've dished out to her this year so far to show i've met the necesary deductable,
3. i have a dying tooth that is spreading infection into my neck and even tho i've had $3,000 pulled out of my wages for dentist work...it does me no good as i have to front the money out of pocket and then get re-embursed
4. i'm struggling against a new development of a gambling addiction in my life that is causing my life major problems....as i would be struggling financially right now even if it weren't for the gambling.
5. i'm more lonely than i've ever been in my life before
6. another mental hospital stay remains an open possibility
7. I firmly believe that if i'm unable to stop smoking before year's end...that if i don't die from an asthma attack and the onsetting emphazima in the next 5-10 years, then i will be one of the youngest persons most people have ever seen to be lugging around an oxygen tank to keep them alive...I'm only 31 and my lungs are so bad that i panic anytime i realize i've left my inhalor behind or can't find it....as i use it about 20 times a day (18 times more than the prescribed dosage).

Prayers....i need lots and lots of them....as i can't handle even one of these things on my own right now.

love, thanks, and God bless,
Jenna