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Thanx Me2..nice to know I am not alone in my weakness...!!! I put off stupid stuff too...
You know I figured out what some of the anger and unrest I have been feeling is about....I feel like a part of my SOUL is hanging on to the dope...its like I have not completely LET GO...even though I am clean...like I am stiting on the "fence" all the time..almost unconciously like I am waiting for another hit!!! I don't WANT to and am not going to TODAY..and hopefully tommorow...but it is there nonetheless...I pace alot ...walk in circles..
Guess I will do some reading ..recovery..letting go..acceptance...check out smart recovery//work the REBT on it!!! . I will take whatever tools I can get right now!!
Hey can anyone relate??
love north
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