[Nina Kay]

Sharkie,
I'm back. Sorry that I had to rush off, so that now I'm having to make my post be 2 posts.

I'm sure that getting help with the depression will have some positive effect on your problem. I don't mean to sound negative, but the truth is that eating disorders are usually a lifetime battle and they get progressively worse as time passes. The good news is, if we admit our problems, then we can choose to work a recovery program and if we really are determined to go to any lengths to have recovery and keep it, then we can. There are 12 step programs called OA to help with this.

It also seems like a positive thing that you know exactly when this started and what happened to fan the flames, so to speak. If you can understand why these things affected you in such a way, then you can know exactly where and how to start working the healing process. I do know that coming here was a positive choice and I hope that you'll continue to come here.