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Wow. It's interesting that I KNOW this, yet reading it from others makes it sink in. I read areallady's response and started bawling (don't mistake, i APPRECIATE YOUR HONESTY SO MUCH). Why is this so hard? I know that I have to get out , but I don't even know the first step. We don't fight about this: it has been brought up three times in a year, but those times were NOT GOOD. I have been quiet. Sitting by as it has eaten away at me. It is now beginning to destroy me. Breaking up with him right now would honestly be a slap in his face. I'm sure he thinks things are fine right now. I am so scared to walk away, but i know it's the right thing to do. I'm scared I won't get through it...i'm scared of entering the world of being single, and confronting heartache. I'm scared i'm scared i'm scared. I love his daughter. His family. What is going to happen? Thank you everyone for replying.
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