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I forgot he also said that thinking you don't have bi polar when feeling fine or good is symptomatic of it! He said many people stop taking meds when feeling like this (which I have done once and I admit, I got in a bad way) so kind of got me to say that I wasn't going to do the same this time. Which I won't.
Shutterbug (you are jenna is that right?) you seem to know so much about it. I read up but I never feel I sit comfortably in anywhere. You know, I am not completely BP I or II or cyclothymic or whatever, but he has just never spent any time explaining this to me. But then, I did stop doing my mood diary. Is self destructive behaviour part of this?
I think doc is not overly happy with my change of meds but he needs to listen to my point of view. Paranoia starts to strike again as I think 'he wants this to fail, as he wants me to take lithium' but I have no logical reason for saying that. I think sometimes UK docs get fed up that us patients have so many more rights than we used to!
Time for me to stop waffling
Hippy
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