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I will read your journal and listen. I also keep an online journal and find it far more helpful than me just writing it on paper. I have major depression, that will always have to be treated and anxiety which must be treated as well and PTSD. I thought that since I have remarried and feel safe that the PTSD was a non issue...but then I read that all the things I have blacked out need to be remembered and processed.
I SO do not want to do that. My heels are just dug in. I lived through it and that is enough, I think my mind blanked it out for a reason. I have known enough pain, I am just not willing to drag myself through it again.
I do not understand addiction really, nor SI....but lo and behold Jenna does!
But it take alot of courage to open up and say I AM NOT OKAY. And with that it helps to get to know others here and let us know you and we can help support each other.
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