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Hi all
Before recovery my running joke was that i could eat anyone under the table, and boy did i mean it. I was not a grazer who ate throughout the day, my binges were huge amounts of food bought specifically for the purpose of a binge (always a very initmate affair with doors locked and curtains closed and in secret). Anyhow a normal binge would include a 6 pack mars bars, slabs of bread pudding, 2 or 3 cornish pasties, sausage rolls, chococate cookies, cakes from the bakery and normally full fat milk to swill it all down. Some days i would only do this once but this desease is very progressive and sometimes when i was feeling really low it would happen 2 or 3 times a day. Depending on where i was with the desease i would either be gaining huge amounts of weight or when my bulimia was active losing huge amounts of weight as i never kept any food in my body at times.
Pure living hell, thank God for recovery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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