[friend of steve]

Hi everyone. I have been on Norco 10/325 for about 3 years. I take alot of pills. I recently saw an episode of House and he reminded me of myself. If you don't watch, he pops a lot of pills a day. Anyway, I also have a debilitating disease and cronic pain. I am so scared about detoxing, but feel like I still really need to do it. I am afraid I will end up killing myself one day. I am in no way suicidal, and to be honest, I have a nice life. But this addiction is killing me and I want to do this w/o rehab. Any suggestions

Thank you all,
Steve