| Telling on myself
ok... it has been since last monday July 23rd.. since I have been to an AA meeting...
<excuse warning>
#1
I know I made the choice twice to excercise instead of going to a meeting... because I am training for a 1/2 marathon and needed to get some running or cross training in...
#2
Quit my job and I am starting a new one in two weeks.. I have been trying to finish up some work before I go and use that as an excuse not to make time...
Anyways... I know when I return some folks are going to scold me... but I need not seek their approval...
I am sober! Have no desire to drink... do not feel compelled to do much... am a bit in a lull... I don't have the urge to go to a meeting... but I don't have desire not to go either... on that note the only thing of late that I have felt the urge to do is run... and bike... (excercise)...
ok... so I thought I would just tell on myself... and say I need to get to at least 1 meeting a week... and when I go to 2 or more I definitely have a better emotional state... so I need to plan out when I am going to go...
OH and BTW tomorrow is 6 months for me... 2/3/2007 is my sobriety date... so today is 180 days... but tomorrow is 8/3/2007... I should go tomorrow as a personal private celebration... I might even hit 2 meetings tomorrow... a noon and an 8:00...
;-)
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