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Originally Posted by stone  Hi Jen, I am glad you did the right thing in getting to the hospital and got a good Doc too.  |
thanks stone..
the doc was so shocked i got there on my own... being my history and family history with suicide...
for me to put that blade down.... took the last ounce of self control I had... im sedated now ... doc says i had to be.. no other choice in this situation.
So I start lithium tonight and he wants my dose even higher I need to be stable even if that means im zombied out for a few days
they have to jump start my brain.
I told him about this forum and he has heard of it! He told me to post my heart out if that what will help me vent go ahead.
Tomorrow i got some therapy... god im so glad i didnt stone... it would have been very bad....