[Juls]

Cindy,

Recovery is always there for us, when we're ready to take it. I have no idea what kind of braindamage, if any, that could be caused by taking too much Paxil, I said that out of fear of not knowing what kind of damage you might cause to yourself from taking too much. I apologize if I frightened you unnecessarily.

Does your Dr. know that you've taken more than you should? The Dr. would be the one to know about that.

So your finding out you cannot be the perfect person that you were expected to be. Welcome. Perfection is not something I aspire to anymore, but the best that I can be and my best effort.

I'm sorry to hear your husband cannot be more supportive. Don't beat yourself up about the things you've done, but turn that energy towards your recovery, and making yourself a better person for yourself. A person you can be proud of.

Are there are other people in your life that are able to be supportive of you? Relatives, friends?

Juls