| Lost my way...
I am a Christian, but had been out of church since I graduated from highschool (I'm 30 now). I've always kept my beliefs, not always followed in the path that I should've, obviously or I wouldn't be here.
Several months ago my husband and I started back in to church, he was even saved. I knew that I wanted my children to grow up in church like I did as a child. Then, my husband started having to work always when there was church, and I didn't want to go by myself. Stupid move.
Now, I'm struggling with alcoholism, totally against all of my religious beliefs. I am ashamed to tell anyone there what is going on.
I still have my faith and know that he is looking out for me. I just got accepted into a private pay inpatient rehab program. They take two indigent patients a month, but you have to know someone to find out about them. I even called and told them my situation and they didn't tell me anything about it. I have a friend in recovery that knew someone that had been accepted that way. I get to enter there on Wednesday.
Please keep me in your prayers.
Amanda
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