 Thinking about smoking, Idealizing,
I am 2 1/2 days free of Nicotine I am having a tough time at work, I work 12+ hour days (Film Production) I am fantasizing about smoking, idealizing how good it will feel. I know it is bad, but I feel so depressed and hopeless that I dont care.
I am writing this to try and work through the crave, which hopefully only lasts 3 minutes per some websites, but I am not sure that I want to do this. I sometimes think I do not care about it anymore but then I realize why would I have come here in the first place. Damn Nicotine is a powerfull drug.
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