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happy33 · 07-25-2007, 07:59 PM

Thought I was doing so well today.

I couple of hours ago it just hit me, I started missing him. Really missing him. Then I had to go somewhere and on the way home I drove by his work (of course I shouldn't have done that, but couldn't stop myself as it's such a habit) and I saw his car. Apparently, that was enough to send me spiraling.

I can't stop crying and am even starting to think that being with an A is better than this.

07-25-2007, 07:59 PM	#1 (permalink)
happy33 Member Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Venice, CA Posts: 21	Just had/having a complete meltdown. Thought I was doing so well today. I couple of hours ago it just hit me, I started missing him. Really missing him. Then I had to go somewhere and on the way home I drove by his work (of course I shouldn't have done that, but couldn't stop myself as it's such a habit) and I saw his car. Apparently, that was enough to send me spiraling. I can't stop crying and am even starting to think that being with an A is better than this.