[Debaucher]

thanks astro...

oh well... i'm not assuming... I'm preparing myself... examine the possibilities and think through the outcomes...

as for who calls who assumption... that isn't assumption as much as my personality... I say hey you want to golf on monday... and you say no I can't we would have to make it thurs or perhaps next monday or tues... I am not calling you... if you want to golf you call me... same deal hear... it is not like I am mad or punishing you... it is just the way I am... anxiety issues... I don't know but if I call I feel like I am pestering somebody... then if you do say oh yeah ok we will golf then the whole time I am thinking that you don't really want to be their... ok yes I am a freak!

ok so I need to work on being more direct with my sponsor... be it this one or the next... when I get the courage to ask for help... and I get blown off... or defered... I need to put the ball back in his court... say something like... OK you call me when you know your schedule... or see you monday and we can set up a time that works for both of us...

Thanks seeker for making me think about that a bit more...